I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad, because it's only about 2 weeks break and you know what!? a week just went by and I have only frecking 1week left; i really need to spend my time efficiently and productively ASAP ! and not only procrastinate my time grhhh :0 starting from next week- seriously I need to do my work. :(
I have recently found a pen pal friend from France, she is such a lovely person.
I think i met her through instagram, because of her I manage to set my goals for my future:D future as in like next year or maybe 100 years time i don't even know (basically she inspired me!! Sort of!) and it made me feel 'real and alive' to me living in this world. I realized that without trying or having a go/attempting it; goals and dreams won't even be there. I don't know if you get what i mean, but i know that life gives you a different path both good and in a bad way!( God will give me good pathways..amen.)
I know i have quite a few pen pal friends but this person (I shall not name because you should already know wink wink) @li_peizhen is special. I can't specifically point out why, or how she is special (Maybe I need to find out ;) ) haha
Sometimes I think to myself that life can be really boring or in the situation when it feels like a disaster :( and I am a person who complains about things that does not even matter -mostly relating to this cruel world (another words : i sometimes have -negative minds)
In fact, making friends from all over the world helped me understand and connect what their life is as being part of "living in another country" than mine and sharing the differences and similarities; this made me think what a real world is, out there. There are people like me who are complaining (a lot) about small or big things but in actual fact they haven't seen the outside world of your own small world..
I know this diary is very inspirational; maybe in a way? or not; but it made me reflect again.
I realize that there can be a different path ways of living life; and one does not simply dream the same dream until you try or set your goals up- because the destinations you will arrive (at the end) is unpredictable -
OUTGOING MAIL TO FRANCE
photos taken -Tutukaka New Zealand
Beautiful sea view
(Shorty) yes that's me
because C'est la vie.
oui, la vie est belle
(hah thanks to my french friend who taught me all thisss words! fab- tastic get it?)
je t'aime France.
